Reality Sandwich: Frankly Speaking

A recent email went out from Frank Burney to the core group living at Home Farm with this simple statement and link:

Excellent article with thoughtful comments.

http://www.realitysandwich.com/risky_music_psychedelic_spirituality

It IS a good article and I applaud Frank for appearing open to discussion. He included this writer also, but so far Frank has never responded to any of my private emails to him when I ask him to discuss an issue with me. Therefore I suspect Frank is mostly soapboxing trying to curry favor with the Overlords at Home Farm, where he hopes to live out his days.

We all know the issue of whether “psychedelics” have any useful place in personal development and “spirituality” is an issue that divides some students. The author of this article was evicted and then later banned from the SNO property for suggesting we allow open discussion on this topic. The Board maintains the pretense that this is “criminal” and might threaten their non-profit status. They refuse to even discuss it.

If Frank were truly trolling the internet synthesizing the vast spectrum of data and opinion (which is also a form of valid data) on psychedelics, so that he could offer an informed overview to the Home Farm crowd, I would expect he would also relate the many expert opinions of credentialed researchers who find great value in these “drugs.”

(I put the word “drugs” in quotes because this author was evicted, according to the official letter from the SNO Board “solely because he advocated the use of “illegal drugs.” I find it ironical that a so-called “school” whose main intellectual discipline is the study of General Semantics, chose a phrase “illegal drugs” that is purposely vague. It suggests to those who might not know me that I advocate heroin, cocaine, PCP, etc., trying to tar me with implied negative associations; whereas I emphatically “advocate” research into mind expanding “drugs” that fall into the class we call psychedelic; plus empathogens or entactogens such as MDMA which were found so helpful by the psychiatric community before being banned and scheduled willy-nilly by the DEA. And I also enthusiastically will share my own personal research which does add more gravitas than cut-and-pasting from the net.)

Frankly, I find it uncompassionate to NOT share information that would help someone's suffering, whatever my PC neighbors might think. MDMA pilot studies indicate that, "74% of patients with PTSD who were unresponsive to other treatments sustained symptom resolution for an average of 3.5 years." Likewise the DVD Can Cannabis Cure Cancer showed successful studies that it does and can, I have seen it first hand. Susan was so aghast at finding the DVD in her mailbox she pushed it out onto the counter, probably like it was a live grenade.  So when you or a friend gets cancer, before you rush off to get poisoned with chemo or burned with radiation, do some research!)

But back to Frank. So he culled the internet until he found someone who would seem authoritative (having been a user) but who now performs an autopsy on the mindset of those who like to use psychedelics. And in the end he concludes that the world revealed by psychedelics is just another “music” we can choose from. It’s all relative. This reminds me of the sagacity of Brian Morrison who opined “opinions are like assholes, everyone has one.”

Since Frank is only preaching to the choir, those who ban even talk on psychedelics, I conclude his purpose was dismissive. But if on the other hand it’s all relative styles of “music” then why isn’t Frank moving for a lift of the ban on my “heresy?” In fact the SNO Board was recently presented a motion by a voting Board member to reconsider my case, showing that these discussions are being carried out by legitimate institutions, conferences being held, and this proves no threat to the non-profit institutions, which contradicts the paranoid position taken by SNO Board.

Be that as it may, while the rest of us have moved into the 21st century, SNO remains mired around 1968 in race psyche reactivity to psychedelics. Susan Wetmore was busted years ago for growing marijuana and put on probation; Pat Murray is a convicted drug felon. Still, in a "school" that preaches getting over your negative reactions, you'd hope they wouldn't keep acting out their personal dramas? Some years ago Marj said with relief that they'd finally gotten rid of the "dopers" at Home Farm! What irony, everyone on the inside knows Doper Dan, Susan's boyfriend; and Pat tried to score some skunk not too long ago from his Colorado connection, but didn't want Jane to know. Meanwhile there actually is one person there legally entitled to use cannabis for pain relief; but Susan rained down a torrent of abuse upon her and threatened to call the Sheriff. Hypocrisy mixed with no compassion. Susan is a real piece of work. Only second to Jane. The Toxic Twins.

But I digress. I was asked to comment on this article in Reality Sandwich. So here goes.

Stan Grof, MD and psychiatrist, probably the researcher with the most experience in use of psychedelics in therapeutic practice (thousands of cases) characterizes them as “non-specific amplifiers.” That is, they deactivate the filtering programs in the nervous system that narrow our perceptions into what is called “problem-solving” mode. Normal daytime waking consciousness. (For more info see the David Nichols talk http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZJtdZUy1LYE) . Psychedelics move one into what we might call a waking dream state.

The core of Vitvan’s work is what we at ISNO call Level II, the First Crossing (undertaken after one has absorbed Level I, the mental model level, the roadmap, the outline). He describes this succinctly (novel for him; it has to be said that his excessive verbiage is the main roadblock to understanding him, which is a shame since he is so deep), and I paraphrase, “bringing the entire content of the subconscious up into conscious awareness.” He follows this by saying that very few can do it because their egos will resist so vehemently facing the “jackasses and peacocks” (such gentle language for the monsters one may encounter) in their subconscious or psyche. (Let’s also point out that we can find “angels” and wonders to delight, so for the adventurous who are called, it’s worth taking the Journey.)

This is the problem in a nutshell. The ego will not willingly give up its stratagems for making self right and others wrong. It has to be forcibly unhorsed for a period of time, pushed out of the way with its normal ongoing rationalizing and excuse making, in order for something deeper in us to be exposed, which we call the Witness state. An observer who can be likened to a “hypervisor” who looks at the code of the personality without giving value or identifying, or at least, only provisionally, while it is astounded by all the schemings and undisclosed motivations.

Once again, Vitvan says this is the essence: to find out what motivates us. Until we do, we are personality robots running on instinct and conditioning.

There are classic methods of bringing about this “unhorsing.” They boil down to short-circuiting the labeling, mentalizing process, or what is called “stopping the mind.” Again, this leads to “conscious abstracting,” another way Vitvan described the goal of Level II, using the language he learned from Korzybski. An excellent study is Michael Winkelman’s Shamanism: The Neural Ecology of Consciousness and Healing. These methods found in cultures around the world are:

Methods gradual to tire and bore the mental monkey mind process until it nods off:

1. Chanting (falls under #3 below)
2. Visual driving (contemplation of images like staring at flickering candles, or staring into mandalas and imagery until active imagination is turned on)
3. Audio driving (repetitive drumming, usually at harmonics of 4-8 cycles per second to entrain the hemispheres into alpha, theta, or delta states)
4. Body movements triggering older pre-verbal deep brain circuitry (hatha yoga, breath work, Sufi dancing, walking on all fours, tree climbing)

More radical methods:

1. Fasting so body goes into emergency survival mode, deep circuits come online
2. Danger: initiation thru pain, or Vision Quest in the wilderness, where fear of death pushes consciousness into peak awareness
3. Use of psychoactive plants and substantives that shift us out of problem-solving beta state mode, into active imagination, a waking dream.

Then there are natural born ones with a "shamanic" nervous system. They can enter altered states much more easily, guys like Vitvan. It takes them a long time to figure out why others can't do it too. Techniques that work for them just won't cause others to "tip over" or "kindle" into this heightened perception.

(Can you believe that SNO repeatedly was afraid to let me give a lecture on this subject which I would have entitled "Your shamanic nervous system?" Pretty scary huh? Vitvan is either rolling over in his grave or "up there" rolling over laughing and holding his sides...!)

No matter how one gets there, what happens is that the veil or censorship normally thrown up by the ego is removed or radically reduced. This makes accessible the contents of the unconscious. One can see the machinery below the surface. How odd to know (gnosis) that there is “someone” or some Observer who is still there.

Of all the available methods, the use of psychoactives is the most reliable, and that is why when they are available most all cultures will use them. However this only works when society allows for such initiatory experiences, as in the ancient Mysteries. When the State becomes all powerful as it is today, controlling the minds of the worker bees in the hive is all important, because as CIA and military studies showed (alas for their attempts to weaponize psychedelics) people begin to question authority as they see through the conditioning laid on them. The constant triggering to make us consume, or fear, doesn’t work any longer.

And this is the state we are in today, the underlying reason these substances are banned and shunned. Religions with their gate-keeper priests will lose control. Even little religions like the Cult of Vitvan at SNO (who really don’t get Vitvan at all) survive because they have somehow conned students into accepting that these “leaders” represent the Founder’s teaching. Alas Vitvan did not foresee that a small cabal would keep on re-electing themselves for decades. Otherwise the Bylaws would have been written to put term limits on, or made allowance for more people to vote as members.[Do any of you who think you are a "member" know that you are NOT, unless you are on the Board? True, according to the self-serving definition they have adopted!]

The other methods ONLY work when you do them long and hard enough, until the monkey mind really shuts down. I don’t mean gets lulled into a vaguely hypnogogic state fluttering on the edge of alpha. When it happens you KNOW it. Perception broadens, mind is quiet and still, colors are bright, detail is intense. You are in the NOW. You are in an ALTERED state. You are HIGH.

You have to get out of waking problem-solving state, you have to ALTER it, to begin to get what this is about. Sitting here reading this in normal beta waking state will not bear fruit. “Which of you by taking thought can add one cubit unto his stature?”  "Let that Mind be in you which was in Jesus Christ our Lord." That’s Mind with a capital “M,” that which is there all the time and to be revealed when little “m” mind shuts down.

Now back to Reality Sandwich. The author is absolutely right. He used psychedelics to probe his unconsciousness, which took him on many colorful and penetrating trips inward. The word “hallucinate” means to “wander in the mind,” and as Heraclitus posited, “you could not find the ends of the soul (psyche) though you traveled every way, so deep is its logos.” And so, IF the work of the First Crossing is to penetrate the depths of the psyche until you have become conscious of what motivates you, then “hallucination” in its correct understanding is the job awaiting you!

When you start approaching the finish line of Level II, then you enter Vitvan’s Level III, which we’ll come to shortly.

But let’s make it VERY CLEAR. Until you have done this work, do not be so dismissive because you MENTALLY have some vague inkling that all states are relative “music.” This notion allows you to enjoy your ego-state by dismissing anything that would threaten the stability of your imagined “spirituality,” your sweetness and light “decency,” “niceness,” “courtesy,” your lame ass babble about “non-violent communication.” Brian’s statement about assholes is as little authoritative as someone sitting in an easy chair watching videos about jungle exploring, thinking that they actually know from EXPERIENCE anything about jungle exploring. People who haven’t taken the Journey into the depths of the soul-psyche can wave their beads, candles, and prayer flags all they want:

They don’t know what they are jawboning about.

Hence we have Frank, Marj, Bill, Pat, Jane, Susan, Lynne, who sit on the sideline like Judges, having barely put their toe into the White Waters of the Tao. Oh, they will squawk, HOW can you judge us so? Then they calmly PC talk about “giving value” but that only means don’t look at their actions with a critical eye. They do their 9 AUMs, they “meditate” for 30 minutes of sleep, they nod off weekly to a tape in what they call a “class,” but afterwards discussion rapidly turns to sports scores and Valley gossip. They say that “Life is their teacher” but UNLESS Life really hammers you, or you intentionally expose yourself to some ego-stopping practice that has real guts, you are just fluttering around in your private dream.

Yes, we are all to some extent puttering around in our private dream, but when it keeps getting pushed to the surface of consciousness, something new CAN come in, or down, or online.

MAYBE.

This brings us to what Vitvan calls “basic state.” Shamans will say that the "medicine" calls to some, and reveals its teaching. Others take it and only see a circus. One can only expand to the next level that naturally follows their current one. Hence talk about patience, not pushing the natural order. Marj misunderstands (or purposely pretends to) when she says Vitvan says, “there are no shortcuts” but if you go to the www.vitvan-archive.com and search Vitvan for “shortcut,” you will find he too believed there were ways. Trouble is, he was not forthcoming. Or he was merely hopeful but didn’t really know. We can say however that while he didn’t understand that psychoactives had been used in the Mysteries he would praise, and while he was a natural born shaman and could drop into deep states without them, he also DID NOT forbid experimenting with them. That would have violated his basic Principles he laid down so many times.

Let’s go onto other comments by our Reality Sandwich author.

He says he is an astrologer. Well then, so am I. I studied it 40 years ago, lived with a professional astrologer who had graduated thru the common entry level of tropical, done sidereal, heliocentric, used trans-Uranian, Cosmobiology, and eventually returned to the Mother fountain of Vedic astrology. I have some conversancy with all these. Then I studied it as applied to alchemy, and read Jung’s take. Finally we find researchers like Stan Grof who discovered that, odd as it seemed to one who started out in mainstream materialism, that planetary aspects could dictate the themes of a person’s psychedelic trip.

Our Reality Sandwich author characterizes psychedelics as “Neptunian,” but this is narrow and amateurish. Yes, many people DO long to find something greater than this world of the “normals,” they ache for something missing. Vitvan says that many in his school are devas, and they come in remembering something of other worlds and levels, they just know intuitively that there is much more to Reality than the standard model. But it is also true that many a materialist who felt no such longing was surprised by the vaster world psychedelics opened to them. So we can’t dismiss their use as stemming ONLY from some urge to “run away” from every day reality.

Other archetypes equally well apply. When used for the First Crossing, then we find Saturn the Teacher, the bringer of hard truths to be looked at. Also the Judge who shows us our hidden motivations; the Initiator who opens new door. Or Uranus, break-through eruptions, strokes of creative genius. (see the studies done on creativity using psychedelics e.g., http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3shL389L2EY and Google for many more such). Or utterly astounding as in DMT studies as related by Dr. Rick Strassman, or McKenna’s description of entering the Elfish world. Or see The DMT Chronicles: Parmenides, Plato, and the Psychedelic to show you that serious work into the realm of Plato’s Ideas is not just an abstraction but a level of Reality to be experienced; and may well be how Plato got there, talking roundaboutly of things outside of class that he learned in the Mysteries...

In fact, this Procrustean attempt to fit the “non-specific amplification” of consciousness into the mold of Neptune makes me rather depict this author as Neptunian himself. He ends up saying it’s all true but just an imagined sense of heightened value. Then he asserts many psychedelic users have a Messianic sense of mission. Well, so do proselytizing Christians, Jews who hold to being “chosen” over others, Muslims on jihad, capitalists or socialists saving the world, ... boy, you name it. Take for instance this comment on Korzybski himself:

“Alfred Korzybski (1879-1950), the founder of general semantics, maintained that the structural assumptions implicit in language are of necessity reflected in behavior. . . . Korzybski believed that if, through general semantics, people generally could be trained in the orientations of science in the handling of all their problems (instead of just some of them), many social and personal problems now deemed to be insoluble would prove to be soluble. There is a messianic flavor to Korzybski's writings--a fact which led to the dismissal of his views in some academic circles."
(S.I. Hayakawa, The Use and Misuse of Language. Harper & Row, 1962)

So now, is Science and Sanity just another asshole's opinion, another “music?” Well, then, why study Vitvan? It’s all relative, right?

One of the great benefits of altering consciousness is that it reminds Mr. Ego-dog that many versions of Reality are out there. It is common for trippers to come to the understanding that everyone is “on a trip,” devising their own version of reality thru the lens of the private world.  I believe that one of the “major intentions” Vitvan had in his day was to get it through people’s head’s that we are all manufacturing “reality” and to stop assuming there is consensus.

Vitvan’s endless descriptions of how abstracting works did not really alter people’s consciousness. “You cannot solve a problem from the same consciousness that created it. You must learn to see the world anew.” -- Albert Einstein. See, Vitvan didn’t have tools that really worked. (What heresy I utter!)  He himself was so frustrated and said, "Well, maybe if I keep describing it, it will sink in." But it doesn’t.

These Old Cycle Aristotelians who sit on the SNO Board just don’t get it that the Hierarchy got tired of sending in messengers whose descriptions didn’t get the job done, and the New Cycle Hierarchy that came in in the 1960’s said, "Shit, let’s go back to the psychedelic methodologies of using Soma medicines like we did in the grand old days of the Vedas, when many people were Seers. So there will be some casualties. There is far more collateral damage to souls living out lives of quiet desperation in our brain-deadening materialistic culture. Can’t make any omelet without breaking some eggs..."

The first wave of the New Cycle was the Visionary medicines; the second wave was the Heart-opening MDMA. The third is happening now, full spectrum Soma, entrainment through the 8hz cycle unification with the Plenum, the Rock of Ages.

I said I would touch on what we at ISNO call Level III of Vitvan’s three-fold goals for SNO. Level III is what begins to come in as one is making good progress in their First Crossing: the Truth of Teleology.

What this means to me, from what my own Self shows me, is that we are at Root, the Alpha and Omega who creates our own Reality. That “The I AM, which is my true Self” is who we are in non-locality, that “we” have agreed to and scripted out this life we are currently living. The World is a stage and we are all actors, making our entrances and exits. Nice concept, but have you REALLY SEEN IT? Frank? Marj?

But here am I, preaching to the choir, hoping that my descriptions will “convert” those who have never had real communion with the Living Sacraments. It won’t. Only experience will.

“Are You Experienced?
Ah! Have you ever been experienced?
Well, I have.”
   -- Jimi Hendrix

Tough luck for those who don’t like the way the I AM expresses Itself through this one. It’s the way my part was written!

The State of General Semantics at Home Farm

Time Blinders

One of the ironies of Old Age may be that an institution may become a caricature  of its own original intention.

Such is the case for School of the Un-Natural Order, where General Semantics lies in state.

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How do I love the ironies?  Let me count the ways!

One of the basic principles of GS is being EXTENSIONAL. By this we understand that whatever model of “how it is” and what we perceive of Reality is limited, filtered, and massaged by not only our mental constructs, but also by the wetware of our nervous system. Korzybski classed these modelings of Reality as EVALUATIONS.

To be “extensional” means to be on the look-out for new ways of perceiving, to be open to new data, to know that all models are limiting, and that as we grow (IF we grow) we let go of what was workable for a while, as a learning step, and incorporate new facts into our worldview.

People today have a more fluid idea of what Reality might be, having absorbed over generations Sci-Fi ideas of projection, teleportation, being at a distance, being non-local on the internet, living in virtual reality, having an avatar. But in Ralph’s day, the consensus reality of the culture was much more cement-like, or “canalized” as he would say.

It was more or less Ralph-Vitvan’s Mission Statement to break through this rigid idea that everyone perceived the same reality, and to shake people out of their unconscious assumptions.  This became such a “major intent” that he literally threw out his entire corpus of work, started over, and created a new version, Ralph-Vitvan 2.0, which he called the School of the Natural Order.

Folks, it is time for another OS upgrade. We need to move to version 3.0.  But as normal in a paradigm shift, the Old Guard (Marj Coffman, Pat and Jane Murray, Susan Wetmore, and their sidekicks) cling to a romanticized version of 2.0 because it offers them privilege and status in Neverland.

Vitvan embraced new beginnings, he would toss out what was not working. He was a true Seeker for WHAT WORKED. (once again we mock Marj who puts the words Chela and Seeker on her license plate, but that’s as far as it goes for old cement-paradigm Marj Coffin).

Vitvan was EXTENSIONAL.  The Spirit never rests, always incarnates into new forms, new expressions of understanding.

Knowing that even his work might one day be dated in some respects, he said it wouldn’t be a bad thing if ALL old descriptions of things spiritual were lost and we had to start over from scratch, because then, those who knew from direct experience would restate the Wisdom in the vernacular of the day.

One of the mental practices Korzybski used was time-dating your statements. That is, I might have a picture in my mind of Marj but she has changed over time. So I would make an effort to “consciously abstract”  by reminding myself that Marj₁₉₉₀   is not the same as Marj_{2013 .}

We need to take a moment here and remind all of those who have or once had some affinity for the Good Times at Home Farm, to get over your sentimentality about Home Farm –in-the-past.  That Home Farm is gone. WAKE UP people!  Stop being “nice” about not calling a spade a spade.  An entrenched Board, no new students, chased away their best talent.

This, in GS formula, is what the Bored offers today:  Home Farm _{1964  .} Actually much worse, it is a cartoon version. A scary cartoon. The dwarfs have killed SNO-White (see www.Reform-SNO.org)

Korzybski offered the idea that humans are “time-binders,” meaning we can learn from the past and not have to start at square one every generation. But there is also a black humor flip side to this: people who are STUCK in time, Time-Bounded.

Bruce Kodish is a lecturer and scholar of General Semantics; he was guest lecturer on GS during better days at SNO in the last decade. His biography of Korzybski plus his other works on GS such as Dare To Inquire, and Drive Yourself Sane would be excellent textbooks to use, but we hear that Baby Jane “I am not a student of Vitvan” Murray pulls out her Hayakawa when she lectures.

Hayakawa is considered someone who drifted away from the heart of GS to become Korzybski-Lite. (see Bruce’s comments at http://korzybskifiles.blogspot.com/2011/09/2011-hayakawa-book-prize-to-be-awarded.html).  I hope the irony is not lost on you that what goes around pretending to represent the spirited love of Inquiry that Vitvan had, has devolved into SNO-Lite.

Robert Anton Wilson wrote about Dare to Inquire: "This seems to me a revolutionary book on how to transcend prejudices, evade the currently fashionable lunacies, open yourself to new perceptions, new empathy and even new ideas, free your living total brain from the limits of your dogmatic verbal 'mind', and generally wake up and smell the bodies of dead children and other innocents piling up everywhere. In a time of rising rage and terror, we need this as badly as a city with plague needs vaccines and antibiotics. If I had the money I'd send a copy to every delegate at the UN."

Another area of developing thought (not stuck Marj Bizarro World) is Open Systems and Closed Systems. Ilya Prigogine received in the Nobel Prize in Chemistry in 1977. His work largely focused on Non-equilibrium thermodynamics. What he found is as fascinating for scientists and non-scientists alike. It turns out, according to Prigogine, closed systems are destined to collapse or fail. Open systems, by contrast, will usually grow and evolve. SNO under the Coffman Junta is a brain-dead CLOSED SYSTEM. Coffman says she is not interested in anything but editing Vitvan for punctuation; she doesn't care about updating Vitvan as channeled through Ralph.

The new non-Aristotelian system, to be effective, must be an open system.(http://www.gwu.edu/~asc/people/new/korzybski/vak.html)

Not only does the Board think it owns the Vitvan Brand name, which, if it were a product like a soft drink, we might call Vitvan CLASSIC; but they now substitute watered-down ersatz versions, Vitvan ZERO, Vitvan FREE, and of course, for the sweetness and lighters Jane and Susan, an ironic Vitvan SUGARY, which nonetheless is free of nutrient.

Nor would it be out of place to state that Bruce is a good friend of Jim Woolsey, and we visit when I am in Los Angeles. He totally gets my war for Reform against the mediocrity that prevails at SNO and Home Farm.  The same decline came upon his once-beloved Institute of General Semantics, which under corrupted leadership, was even caught burning piles of Korzybski archival material.

(In the same way, we hope that the Vitvan-Archive.com is saving Vitvan’s legacy from the bowdlerizers and PC editors at SNO. You will get the Pollyanna version of Vitvan if you go to their classes. I love Sacred Geometry, but if you think that watching slideshows of patterns in nature, and helices in vegetables at the Michael Schneider magic lantern shows is “doing the Work,” you are deluded.)

We have also shared some pleasant psychoactive times together which deepens bonding. To the unprejudiced mind, such forms of "Holy Communion" enhance the very thing Vitvan said we are trying to achieve through General Semantics :  Conscious Abstracting, that is, the ability to watch one's mind as it constructs their model of Reality. Of course it's not for everyone, especially children.  Susan and Jane will be glad to serve you up grape juice and flour wafer communion at a childish candlelight ceremony.

I doubt that Kodish will ever lecture at SNO again until this deadwood of a Board is composted as the winter of the Old Cycle is completed. Ever optimistic we hold out hope that (H)offman will differentiate herself from the legacy of (C)offman. As to the so-called “advisors” they are not even worthy of naming, as so far we have seen no original thought from them.

So, to recap. Who are the players, the dramatis personae at Happy Land Farm?

There’s Marj, the old witch and the rest of the cast

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The Crypt keeper Marj is the titular guardian who has overseen making SNO into a Mausoleum to Vitvan’s once vibrant spirit. 

Next in the Graveyard we have the Dancing Flower Newhouse Muppets, Susan Wet-no-more and Baby Jane Murray.

Other zombie inmates spend their time shuffling around, chiefly working in the Grounds and Landscape division of Forest Home Lawn Farm, raking the roads, watering the flowerbeds,

In the classroom, re-runs are played weekly, while the audience knits, purls, and SNO-ozes (www.sno-oze.com)

And finally, for the children who ask, “Mommy, what is an Aristotelean”  they can just point to that specimen in formaldehyde Frank Burney and say, "here kid, take this coin over to ole Blind Lemon Jefferson Burney and watch him bite it."

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Seeker and Finders

Get Out the Raid

Seekers feel there is something missing, and they have to find it to be complete. They look around for the best club or movement or fashion, or teaching, to join. They get a contact high from being around the teacher and they are always looking backwards to that time. They hear about grades and levels and initiations, and hope to climb the ladder into whatever it is they imagine inchoately this “success” or achievement will be. Yet if they knew what it looked like, how it felt, they would already be there.

So most of us have been striving to something our ego cannot identify.

When a Seeker is disappointed over time with the rewards and experiences that didn’t come, they go thru phases of doubling down and intensive ego planned-out spurts, alternating with reluctant acceptance that “heaven” is far off for them. Maybe next lifetime.

But they don’t give up and let go. They cling jealously to their notions and “position” on the ladder, whatever that might be imagined to be. And if they have risen into a bureaucratic managerial position in an organization, like on a Board, they cling to their little scrap of turf  like a barnacle on a ship.

After all, they reason in the hidden corners of their hearts, I have served for a long time. I am of the “faithful” and therefore, I must not be bumped from my position. It’s all that I have after all this time.

It is like some sort of analogy to standing in a movie line, or bank line, or serving line at the soup kitchen.  If they get bumped they will miss “their turn”  which they imagine is based upon time spent in office.

But it’s not.

Finders by comparison have graduated from being Seekers. I will be so bold as to claim to finally be a Finder, but in all honesty, it wasn’t my egoic plans that pulled this off. In fact it doesn’t seem like one can take much credit from the aspect of being a personality. In general by hook or by crook, by accident, fate, luck, it so happens that one has an experience of the mind “stopping” and finding that there is “someone” still there who is conscious of this event, yet not identified. In fact, possibly terrified at the loss of familiar identities and being tossed about on the white water rapids of the Tao, you only cautiously re-approach such experiences. But you also know, THIS is the Way.

But despite the scare, there is also the thrill. New vistas open. You decide it is worth the ass-kicking and undoing to get another taste of THAT. Or, we come to see, is there really a “me” who “decided” anything at all? (Like a politician who gets out in front of the parade and acts like he is leading, the ego keeps rewriting our personal story to make it look like “we” were in charge!) 

Or could it be that IT comes into the temple on Its own schedule, and as Vitvan says, “Go along or be dragged along.” “When the Fire is lit, who can put it out?”  But if this is what the Purificatory Process really is, surrendering to the ass-beating, you less and less grudgingly go along with it, until you stop making plans and just say, “What do I need to do today Lord?”

And if the answer that comes that day is “Go kick the ass of some mealy-mouthed Seeker who is clogging up the pipes and backing up the Flow of the Tao,” that’s what you do. In real life we deal with clogs as well as happy flows. If you can’t take doing the dirty work in the basement, better stay in a bubble on your couch watching Happy Days.

When one takes the teaching of someone like Vitvan whose essential message was “You already have the answer in yourself. You are an expression of the I AM. Find yourself and let IT flow”, when a Seeker bureaucrat type takes this kind of teaching and imposes their personal values on how the Tao may flow, and is a literalist fundamentalist who objectifies a teaching into “it’s not in the printed material so it’s not allowed” and they throw around words like “Official site” and so on, you know you have a person who doesn’t get it.

If this sounds like Marj Coffman and her posse to you, I won’t disagree.  

 Imagine Vitvan as mountaineer who wanted to inspire YOU to climb mountains too. He might even leave behind a map of his ascent. He might offer shortcuts, warn you of pitfalls, but still encourage you to GO ON THE ADVENTURE.

But do you really think he would be saying, “Climb ONLY the mountain I did? ONLY go by the path I used?” Or would he say “GO. Explore. Be courageous!”

How does one deal with a Seeker and their glommy little hands on the Teachings who sit on their asses in their easy chairs, pencil out and correcting spelling errors in the Climber’s Guide, and then they have the nerve to pronounce:

“Well, MY Vitvan didn’t do it that way. He didn’t approve of other routes. WE can only slavishly cling to his outline. NO other exploration is allowed around here.”

Honestly, no one would take such an attitude seriously in Mountaineering. How is it this great Guide and his work has fallen into the hands of such uninspired penny-ante narrow-minded schoolmarms? And their coffee-roasting doily-arranging  Hell-circle of people who don’t pursue their own Purificatory Process with any enthusiasm?

I was trained as a Roto-Rooter man. You get over being delicate and PC and going all squeaky-googly in front of a germ or two like Wet-her-pants does.  You look at a clog and say “This turd has to go.”

When the Augean stables need cleaning, who ya gonna call? Miss Eek-a-germ, or Ghostbusters?

People who have to be “nice” are generally tools and dupes, easily manipulated by the more cynical forces of the status-quo. Just roll over and be "humble." That's the "spiritual" thing to do.“Nice” people will never stand up to the  entrenched whose rule just seems to go on, and on, with them telling you that ONLY they are the “guardians” or know enough. That they will never surrender their offices to "anarchists."  (But then, it’s understandable why they can't let go. All they have to show after all these years are the gold stars they have awarded themselves)

These foot-dragging featherbedders are named Marj Coffman, Pat and Jane Murray, and Susan Wetmore. They keep trying to clone themselves and we can only hope that the latest recruits to their good-ole-boy club Board will wake up soon before everyone with any spirited enthusiasm is gone. Before the smouldering embers are doused forever.

It’s beyond sad and unfortunate.

It’s Perversion and Paralysis by Parasite. Get out the Raid!