The Ancient of Days

Mankind as a whole (planet Being) is awakening from its fevered dreams of childhood birth.

The Veil has ruptured. We've left the womb and tomb.

The New Dispensation of a Cosmic Christos has been fermenting for 3000 years. And as we stand on the verge of joining the Galactic societies, old memories come flooding back. The story of the  inner life as Vitvan expressed it, is and was isomorphic with actual events we have lived through in the past 12,000 years. As within, so without. He interpreted the old myths as Language of the Initiates, and while there is a set of inner correspondences, how he would have been blown away by the truth of the actual events our planet has lived through!

[and this is something students should always be clear about: a more developed one such as Vitvan who can access Mind level, still is NOT the final word, as there was much left for him also to discover... and he knew that. These "teachers" don't have all the answers, have NOT recovered all the memories, and their appearance on Earth is part of the Remembering process, with a GS approved date and time stamp.

Thus Vitvan hoped his School would embrace and integrate the Flood of new information coming in. Instead they have become a vain navel-gazing Cult playing with their prayer beads, and re-mumbling their reified dogma and liturgy ad nauseam. The Judgment of Saturn will be upon them: "But since you are like lukewarm water, neither hot nor cold, I will spit you out of my mouth!" thus saith the Lord]

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Once we lived in the heliosphere womb of a brown dwarf star called Saturn, the great and original God, whose Eye as the Great Constellation hung over our north pole in benevolence, during Edenic times.

But then it all came apart, mankind lived through Ages in Chaos, and only now are we beginning to recover. And recovery means finding and releasing the ancient trauma, and all the perverted twisted self-hating psychic forces. "The First Crossing means bringing up all the content of the subconscious into conscious awareness" --Vitvan.

Satan (Saturn) will be released for a season. "Truth" in Greek is alethia, from a (not) and lethe (to forget as in the river Lethe we cross between lives, and then being reborn in amnesia). A-lethia, to not forget, that is, to Remember. Do you get it truth-seekers?  "Truth" is to "Remember."

Humpty Dumpty had a great fall...and no one could put him back together...so far. But once he is re-membered, then wholeness will be restored.

Those unawakened ones who think they have the great Teaching or Treasure, but who have not Crossed the Great Water of their own psyches and invoked the mythological memes in the Dreamtime, still think they hold the keys, and that our onetime life under proto-Saturn is a reification, and these names of the gods are projections from undeveloped mankind's imagination,... are the fools. All they hold are mumbo-jumbo symbols appearing substantive.  We leave them in their cave of shadows.   [ likewise those who claim to be Navigator before serving the years of exploration...you must earn it and the Field is not fooled ]

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 From Vitvan's writings:

[remember as  you read these, that our present gas giant planet Saturn was once a brown dwarf star, and was our original polar Sun Helios Shamash Ra, that never set, as all the ancients say... NOT today's current Sol. It's all there...deep within your Akashic memory... Vitvan never asks WHY Saturn was chosen to "symbolize" or "represent" the Titanic Elder who was Our Father, the Root Force. Because in our early days, the Being Saturn WAS literally our Father/Mother God Star and our world was made of His flesh, blood, & Spirit cojoined in an electrical discharge flowing Family Tree]

...The highest and most powerful influence in any differentiated Field is the function of the Cosmic process as a whole; but here the highest power in the Cosmic process is represented by that great power Saturn

...That positive power in you is represented by Saturn; it is the highest power, but that power is thrown into eclipse by another power that comes in and takes precedence over it, symbolized by Jupiter in Sagittarius.

...Saturn was the Supreme God. Saturn represents the Power-to-be-conscious motivating all activities in the three-story house before the development of the psychic nature. Saturn was supreme, but when the force in the psychic nature, represented by Jupiter (the largest planet) began to awaken, he threw his father, Saturn (the Power-to-beconscious on Mind level), into eclipse and assumed the power of the person, or the psychic nature.

...The Greeks called Saturn the God of Time - and hence of memory - and therefore in the language of the initiates Saturn symbolizes that force -faculty in the individualized consciousness pertaining to memory.

...Saturn symbolizes the awakening of egoic memory - memory of past incarnations, memory of the 'earliest beginnings' even before those phases we have named "individualization." Saturn also symbolizes recognition - recognition of the Mother of whom the Son is born - recognition of the Father with whom he is one - recognition of Himself as the Son.

...I am going to leave you there for this time; we have just been edging in on it, but we will take up how these other five centers, "The five virgins that preserved the oil in their lamps," must first develop before Saturn, the Christos power, can take over and complete the work.

...Now, Saturn symbolizes memory of all past experiences in all past earth lives, as well as memory of knowledge gained between each 'death' and 'rebirth.' Through memory, Saturn, we are going to reawaken to the fundamental differentiated Field operations, and through that memory we are going to overthrow the ego and all of its control; Jupiter will be overthrown. SATURN IS GOING TO BE RECROWNED.

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 [you will need to do your homework by studying the links (many more could be added) to begin to grasp the enormity and divine overlays of this brief summary]

The Master (Christic) Frequency

• Our planet Earth may be undergoing a somewhat rare event: coming out of a brown dwarf womb into galactic relationship. This traumatic passage through the “birthing canal” may have finally only ended as little as 3000 years ago when the sky gods settled down. [Google “ proto-Saturn,” e.g. http://www.velikovsky.info/Saturn_Theory, ]
• According to Electric Universe physicist Wal Thornhill, many brown dwarf stars likely have planets INSIDE their heliosphere, meaning those planets cannot see through the membrane to even be aware that there are other stars and systems out there. They continue their existence in a “womb.”
• Thus when such a system as ours encounters another sun system, whose sun is much more powerful than our parent dwarf star, it is a galactic event that draws ET onlookers from afar. Only those systems going through such a birth become eligible to join the Galactic Federation. Mentors, Helpers, Guides, Traders, Empire builders, Colonizers; many grades of ET turn up.
• The re-alignment to a more powerful sun, and to a growing adult level of consciousness as to our place in a galactic ecology, with its concomitant inpouring of higher frequency energies, has been encoded in our mythos as a “Savior” or “Messiah” or “Christ” coming. A higher power that is representative of the Root force in the life of galaxies.
• With this birth transition as little as 3000 years ago, we can then see how some new sects such as found in gnostics, intuited that a new force was on the scene, and that the sociopathic AI egregor called the Demi-Urge would now be displaced. The Demi-Urge was the collective traumatized psyche of mankind, crazed and warring. A new Healing Power was entering Earth
• The Healing or Salvational Power is the New Dispensation, flowing electrically into our system through the electrical currents that distribute though our new Sun (Son of the Galactic Lotus Logos, the Tree of Life we grow within [in Whom we live and have our being]).
• Electrical flows are energy flows, from greater reservoirs of potential down into lessor. Energy is frequency.
• The salvatatory power of the Christos comes from it being of the Master Frequency or Frequencies, similar to the idea of AUM being a Root chord, a sonic amplituhedron as it were.
• All forms fractalize out of the Root Frequencies.
• When one contacts this Christic Power, or feels it presence within, they are as much contacting their own Root Seed Frequency, but they may objectify and project this contact outward onto a “man” or something “coming in” from “out there.”
• Just as electro-medicine (which was suppressed) is demonstrating that certain frequencies can rejuvenate patterns through our DNA by “pumping up the volume,” so also does the Master Christic Frequencies operate across the board from a level even deeper than specifically determinate frequencies. See article on FSM ( FSM)
• The Christic force, when it can be manifest on our level, without losing its universal application through being specified or determined, coalesces into  a strange semi-crystalline substance called the Stone. The term “stone” indicates that it is analog to the “Rock” or Foundation upon which the Christ builds His Church.
• Just as one of the powers of the Stone is to energize the body and drive out dis-ease through gentle purging (or violent purging if too much amplification takes place); so also is the New Dispensation of the Cosmic Christos bringing to the surface the buried madness, violence, and trauma Mankind has passed through.
• Internal quiet comes about by purging conflicting signal patterns, until vector equilibrium is found at Root again. The pneumatic ovum grows transparent and clear like a polished lens, and in that quietude the soul (conscious viewpoint) registers and reflects the Harmony of God’s Spheres. True prayer is quiet Now awareness in resonance, thus radiating out the Christic frequencies to the world.

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  For more see www.cista.net/Saturn, www.cista.net/Saturn/PurpleDawn.pdf, www.cista.net/Saturn/The_Saturn_theory.pdf, www.thunderbolts.info (videos: symbols of an alien sky, and thunderbolts of the gods)

  [ once you know how to decode the Great Constellation, then so many esoteric images that have bubbled up in the initiates mind will become clear. The God Star that flared into Light, the birth of stellated Venus, the Hero warrior Red Mars, Jacob's Ladder..., and the the Once-and-Future-King Root that is the Prima Materia of our Consciousness

This message brought to you through a student

The House of Illusion

There is a common misunderstanding about the function of the Solar Plexus amongst the bunny slope "spiritual" students. In fact, it is the largest and most connected and powerful of all the chakras, and while it is in the "South Half," it's function is to protect and defend your body, your house, your vehicle through which the Divine Spark operates to gain experience. This Master House or Center is called SOLAR for a reason, it is the Center and Light of the Temple or Church. This is the Abbot in his Cathedral.

So within the Natural Order it is like a good guard dog, protecting your space and integrity, and right to live as granted Beingness by the One Light, and owing to no man or Club or phoney violating "school" who gives lip service to "freedom" but can't pass the Test when called on to live by that Prime Directive. **

Yet, such a good protector in its territorial functioning, can become reactive and irrational,  due to accumulated trauma, insecurity, or limited understanding. For the Divine Spark is that of Nous, "knowing that you know." But when immature and in the South Half, it lives in assumed Identities, smug in belief in its "Team" Group consciousness.

The Solar Plexus is the seat of the kama rupa, the desire body, it is the seat of lower manas, the mind faculty identified with this body as self and thus the false "I" or "ego." But it is nonetheless a function of homeostasis, of preserving continuity and self-preservation. This is a decent function unless it gets out of hand.

Still, it is an essential function of "ego" in that it juggles the facts to make one look "right." It defends the status quo in your own self-image. It is the fantasy practice of the ego that if it keeps Affirming that it is "beautiful & full of Grace" that this will bring such about. It tries to make you look good, despite all the mounting evidence that your life is fantasy series of fabricated "wins" and that you are"on top of your game." Successful.  A winner. When in fact, IT IS ALL coming apart.

Thus it is also called, as my teacher (under Vitvan) explained: The House of Illusion. That is, it juggles images to paint a pretty picture of how things are going. This is that aspect of the astral world of which it is said, "Under Every Flower Hides a Serpent."

You know that astral version of spirituality. You can see it in all those New Age illustrations like Celestial Seasonings calendars, where lush landscapes sit under a floridly colored sky, a Maxfield Parish illustration. It is all Good Times. And the Beautiful One is YOU!   A "teacher," a "leader," with the Big House on the Hill!

 

Vitvan called this the "Flower Newhouse" version of the Teachings. It is full of Hopium, and Vanity, and the presentation to the world that you are "in the know," a "navigator" in the Wisdom.

If you see such a presentation of the "Teaching" all full of jewel like imagery, and faint confession of the struggle to rise out of your own Darkness of the South Half fantasy world, then you know this is Reflected and Sanitized "wisdom" within the HOUSE OF ILLUSION.

You may know of such a person, who in private will cry out that they are alone in their marriage, not understood and struggling in misery; yet, they keep  putting up a front of images of smiley-faced propaganda of connubial bliss, and a constant flow of Hallmark Card pretty people imagery.

Somehow they have not yet come to the honesty, and relief, of publicly confessing just how Hard It Is, and how they are Lost. They still cling to "looking good" to gather the admiration of "friends." They have no sense of humor about the ridiculousness of their situation, and will get indignant about being made fun of or if their pretentiousness is pointed out! Because they take their "identity" so-o-o-o seriously!

 "I laugh at those who cannot laugh at themselves." ---Vitvan

Sharing the Path of Hard Knocks on the Wilderness trail of the First Crossing is not a Junior High school popularity contest. If anything, you are now an outcast.

Whereas one who is truly awakening, must take a hard look and say, "I'm tired of this shit. Of what value is the approbation of other sleepers? Aren't I better off just being true to where I am, even if this means alone until I find my compass? Do I have integrity or not? Must I keep pretending "all is well" and I am "on top of it all," when in fact, I am very ambivalent about going forward with this Purificatory Process as it will Unwind the False Idols of my Persona I have clung to."

For the Unwinding is a letting go of images, the Freedom to be Nothing. The relief to confess "I am truly Unhappy but in the NOW of that. This too shall pass, and I will trust the Process to Work through me, even as I suffer."

And so friend and fellow wayfarer,  should you travel the Pilgrim Path, take your rest from time to time in those brightly lit Jolly Waystations full of colorful lights and the charade of happy faces, but don't linger. Keep movin' on. 

For Gnosis is not a Temple YOU build, market and promote. It is an Oasis you stumble into when exhausted and lost in the Night, and comes not of your Doing, but of your UN-doing...and surrender to being the Cosmic Fool. 

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Then the Master said to the crowds and to his disciples,  “The scribes and the Pharisees sit on Moses' (Vitvan’s) seat,  so practise and observe whatever they tell you—but not what they do. For they preach, but do not practise.

"But woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! For you shut the kingdom of heaven in people's faces. For you neither enter yourselves nor allow those who would enter to go in. Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! For you travel across sea and land [e.g. to Africa] to make a single proselyte, and when he becomes a proselyte, you make him twice as much a child of hell as yourselves.

“Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! For you are like whitewashed tombs, which outwardly appear beautiful, but within are full of dead people's bones and all uncleanness.  So you also outwardly appear righteous to others, but within you are full of hypocrisy and lawlessness.”
 

The Broken Crysalis

ISNO was born as a Shield to protect a germinating seed within the dying corpse of SNO.  It was a symbol to catch the attention of any waking ones, that in contradistinction to the elementary school Level 1 consciousness of the Board, Ralph worship, Pollyanna PC mindset, and Cult stuckness in old forms; that fresh and extensional material and insights could still emerge from individuating students.

Once separated from SNO, it no longer served a purpose. SNO will not be rejuvenated by grafting on an ISNO, which the Cult leaders don’t understand and find odious.

ISNO was meant to stand only for a while, as a hand pointing at the moon, a reminder to not confabulate the Reification of the Wisdom as found at SNO, with another Reification called ISNO.

All lines mooring or connecting to SNO as it is now, will only act as a retarding influence to one’s development.  Any adventurous Gulliver must separate from that group lest the Lilliputians drag him back with the binding lines of their small world.

Let the babies sleep.

Thus ISNO Shaman was a flower that fruited and fell, a moment in the sun glinting on a butterfly's wing as it  escaped the tomb.

Apprenticeship

The Art of Patience
[dedicated to KiWi]

There was a time when students in a discipline had to stand for examination and demonstrate their comprehension of the materials, and competence in performance. This came after years of development.

One did not graduate simply because they felt like it. The Craft spoke through the mentor and recognized the student who had fulfilled the integrations needed for the level. Being "willful" or an "independent navigator"  prematurely was an act of hubris. An act of separation driven by ego-need, rather than achieved growth.

Classically, in the arts for instance, a newbie would enter the studio of a master, someone who had studied and applied the practices for decades. At first, the apprentice heard lectures and outlines sitting in the mentor’s studio, then imitated the works of the teacher, copying and refining, often for  years. The Canon had to be learned, absorbed slowly into the bones. The apprentice was nurtured, pushed, challenged, directed, and examined for evidence of growth and ability to grok the invisible structures of the School. An apprentice’s output was referred to the teacher for helpful critique of the fledgling’s expression, much as a PhD candidate will have a thesis supervisor. They asked to be trained, they welcomed critique.

Finally, when the master, mentor, teacher, or guide, was satisfied that the apprentice could articulate what was heretofore unconscious to him/her, the apprentice’s status was upgraded to Journeyman, and they left the classroom to start their own work.

An apprentice who would not submit to examination, or who was in a hurry to appropriate the hard won status and title of the teacher, shortcutting years of internal work, whose interest seemed to be more in the area of marketing a product, and getting self-attention, who gauged ‘success’ by numbers; such a student washes out of the real School, and cuts themselves off.

In the American Soccer Mom consumer culture, excitement, stimulation, and feel-good praising are valued over persistence and mastery.

For example: parents taking Little Johnny to Martial Art’s practice expect that their money will buy them automatic promotions, so that their little darling doesn’t have his self-esteem suffer. Such a permissive and feel-good approach disrespects the tradition, and eventually, Little Johnny will suffer more if he fails to gain the competence, and his teacher does not protect him from assuming prematurely a state he has not earned.

It is a phenomenon peculiar to people who have some money and make donations: they confuse their ability to buy front row seats with being at the head of the class. And all too often those who run schools let them think they have an elevated status to keep the funds flowing.

[A case in point was that the founder of SNO of Colorado needed funds he could not get from SNO of Nevada, so he groomed some brothers with praise, and these two have gone on harboring the secret belief of their “leadership” and “superiority” over other students. Whereas, this delusional status is a matter of private laughter behind their backs]

To the student dedicated to learning and betterment, they want to be tested and polished, they welcome being examined and flaws brought out, they submit PATIENTLY to the Work, rather than rushing to hang out their “teacher” shingle, open shop, and promote themselves as representatives of the Work. When they find out how CONFIDENT they feel when thoroughly tested, they embrace that methodology, and disdain “teachers” who pass too easily as diluters of the Work.

To the needy emotional student, the teacher may seem “cold” when being asked to demonstrate performance, and they sulk away claiming “abuse.”   When such “breakaway” students have their feet held to the fire, and they find the teacher will not automatically give them the approval they crave, they project their own emotional insecurities onto this mentor who is “obstructing” their happiness, and accuse the mentor of being “hateful and angry!”

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{many years ago in the 1970's I was living at the Theosophical Society in Adyar, India, next door to the old man who had raised Krishnamurti. My other neighbor was a young yogi from America whose teacher had studied intimately with some guy  named "Vitvan." ... and thus the contact was made.

It was then one day sitting in our garden wreathed in the visionary fumes from my hookah, that I suddenly began an intense download, which took 2 years to finish writing all of it down. At first it looked like a long story which eventually took the form of a movie script. When I came to Home Farm in 1972, Anita allowed me to spend each morning working on it until it was completed. After 30 years away, I began to realize that my "future" Self had woven a tale of the stages i would pass through. It only became clear looking back.

In brief it was a tale of moving through the South Half and finally emerging into the clearer Light of the vistas of the North Half, a phase only now being completed after coming out of the South Half ersatz Disneyland version of the Inner Home Farm, the incubator at SNO.

And in the final pages, there is a meeting with a favorite character, one Farrington Dabble, who represented the Solar Plexus in all its wonders, the psychic fun shop full of emotion, sturm und drang. At the end, our anti-hero "Julian" must also leave this one behind, despite the pleasures that come from his collection of learned pretty things, possessions, and all the artful stuff money can buy.

For Farrington is a Dabbler, one who collects and puts on an air of sagacity, but in fact, is a wannabe. Now I realized today who also was such a Dabbler, thus further fulfilling the story predicted. There are those who are true Apprentices, Trainees who will stay the course, proud to be examined. But then there are others, who excitedly come to lectures, join your cause and ride along, but in time, it is found out they don't do their homework, drift away, take a few weekend sessions with some shaman, and before you know it, are playing at a status they have not yet achieved. To one who finally understands more of what the Craft means, this is dishonoring the Work. And yet, even this one who was sleeping when I found her, is awakening, and if she must assume a mantle she has not yet earned, may it help her grow, my one time dabbler apprentice}

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A post-mortem analysis of SNO and its decline has to traced to the lack of performance standards left behind by Ralph. He confessed that he was too soft-hearted, and even told the tale confessionally of how Korzybski banged his head against the wall, and told him just that.

On one tape he tells of how he intended to bring in a Japanese trained teacher who would run advanced classes in Ralph’s school, for students who had the moxie to submit to discipline and push themselves hard. He was going to get the Arhats he had long desired! The Two-Percent. But this came to naught also. Ralph had surrounded himself with too many groupies and those needing a Pappy. 

In his final days he wished for the reward of a comfortable end; and why not? The man had done heroic sacrifice for decades of devoted service. But even as he promoted the value of community support, in the end, those who could not perform took over, and use the idea of  “community” as Cult control.

For the essence of Vitvan’s Work was to find those who COULD come out of group identity and Individuate. Once the Teacher of the Higher Power has been found within the Heart of the student, they could leave the incubator. The goal was not to stay in the Group, but to leave the nest. 

Of a few who did graduate, it was after years of personal one-on-one work with the mentor.

As he got into General Semantics, he wanted to set forth tough new guidelines, and weed out the “Delphic” emotional touchy-feely types, but this led to internal upsets in the his school. After all, he had for years encouraged these groupies. Then he made up exam lists of questions the “new style” student he hoped for would be able to answer. Very mental.  In the end, this faded also.

And now, in the remnants of his guttering school, there is no one who dares ask any other for competent discussion or understanding of terms used, concepts built up. “With all your getting, get UNDERSTANDING” he said. How few have that. How few have the maturity and appreciation to get that being tested to demonstrate and articulate understanding is what a real teacher does, out of Devotion and Respect for the Inner standards of the True School.