Spacey Mother

The common convention about the workings of X is that it increases the serotonin in the receptors, elevating the mood. The nerve pathway that is predominantly affected by ecstasy is called the serotonin pathway. Serotonin is a neurotransmitter that is synthesized, stored, and released by specific neurons in this pathway, and it is involved in the regulation of several processes within the brain, including mood, emotions, aggression, sleep, appetite, anxiety, memory, and perceptions. 

But Dr. David E. Nichols*, now retired professor chemist at Purdue University, ( the only man the DEA allowed to manufacture X, psilocybin, acid, etc. for medical studies) states in his interviews that it is far more complex, hitting the serotonergic circuits, dopamine, cholinergic, etc. In fact he tried many times to make an analogue compound which would have the same effect but be chemically different, so they could be legal, but he couldn't do it at all. 

X has a profound opening of the Heart Center effect, and this is why it has been so successful in therapy inasmuch as the person can enter dark chambers of the psyche without fear, and with acceptance. Biologically the Vagus nerve connects the cerebellum to the heart, and then down to the solar plexus and finally the base of spine; esoterically this is said to be the channel for the descent of the Holy Spirit. My inner understanding from working with this information is that it is true, and that it opens the Root Heart, not just the regular heart.The Root Heart is the navel of the pneumatic ovum, the Seed from which polarity expands into the field.

If the Field we develop in is likened to a circle, then the Root Heart is the dot in the center, which is the portal back into Zero Point or Light Mind Mother undifferentiated. Vitvan would say that is the positive power activating the negative. (How I have come to dislike those terms! So sterile!)
 
Biologically you may know that the heart's field is 5000x more powerful than the brain's. The activation of this Root center entrains us to Mother Light Mind pregnant with baby-Christ-love.
It is as if the space between the particles (positive imprinting and form pattern determination) is increased, OR, we now notice our underlying root in this space of Mother Light ("with all your getting, get to stand-under") and the Light-Mind-Love of It teaches us directly, non-verbally by becoming aware of our immersion and that we are THAT.

THIS is THE Teacher, gnosis, that we are the Light made flesh.

I recommend doing Holosync** with the supplements. When the left brain/right brain hemispheres merge into feel-know-thinking, and this awareness is taken into the Sanctum of the Root Heart, the serpent bites Its own tail as consciousness is nourished by assimilating Itself. Ask a question get an answer. Ask to be shown what needs to be shown, and then see...

After a course of that, the addition of other amplifiers open up a world of knowing oneself as the I AM. So odd to see this, and then return to a small world of fretting over who is right or wrong, what to do, etc, when one just saw directly that Everything is just where It is supposed to be!

Bringing It down and making It stick; building the Bridge. This is where the Real Work begins as I see it. You didn't know the cleanup process could ever keep on going for so long yet what else is there to do but dig in???

* David E. Nichols is an Amercan pharmacologist and medicinal chemist. Previously the Robert C. and Charlotte P. Anderson Distinguished Chair in Pharmacology at Purdue University, Nichols has worked in the field of psychoactive drugs since 1969. While still a graduate student, he patented the method that is used to make the optical isomers of hallucinogenic amphetamines. His contributions include the synthesis and reporting of  escaline and the coining of the term "entactogen." He is the founding president of the Heffter Research Institute, named after German chemist and pharmacologist Arthur Heffter, who first discovered that mescaline was the active component in the peyote cactus. In 2004 he was named the Irwin H. Page Lecturer by the International Serotonin Club, and delivered an address in Portugal titled, "35 Years Studying Psychedelics: What a long strange trip it's been." Among pharmacologists, he is considered to be one of the world's top experts on psychedelics. Nichols's other professional activities include teaching medicinal chemistry and molecular pharmacology at Purdue University in West Lafayette, IN, and teaching medical students at the Indiana University School of Medicine.             -- Wikipedia

** Learn more about Holosync here at the official site of Centerpointe Research: https://www.centerpointe.com/

Lincoln and Vitvan

Watched the movie Lincoln and it is very good, certainly recommended to fire your spirit, stiffen your resolve that good things can happen, but it is messy and on the edge. Expect an ongoing fight, and little thanks after. But it IS for certain we fight for Principle higher than whatever it is that binds the dinosaur normals in their rigidity. The Light gutters in their penumbrae, and Freedom cowers like a mouse of conformity.

So what we do, we do for the Vitvan in each of us, for the future and those who will come after. The Home Farmers have given up and have nothing to offer that inspires any longer.

The very issues that wrack us today were on the table in Lincoln's day. Two parties, both arguing that their viewpoint was valid. But were they right then, and are they today?

Marj argues that “rebels” threaten the Republic and she must cast them out. But her argument boils down to the Southern one: we have the right to protect our way of life, which translates out in action to “MY Home Farm” as defined by Marj, while she continues to look backwards into the rear view mirror.

In Lincoln’s day the rebels seceded; in ours, we were kicked out of the Republic...

Is it just as simple as two ways of life or two viewpoints in opposition, or is one of a more noble nature than the other? I would say that in “our” vision of Home Farm, we are inclusive; we have room for their “way of life.” Susan is welcome to putter in the garden and have conniption fits over dust bunnies; Jane can continue to polish her collection from the Gingham Bear shop and re-arrange the furniture. Pat can do his minimal amount and then go hide out. Marj can swat commas and persecute capital letters until the cows come home! They do fine work on the lowest level -- preserving the physical infrastructure.

But how about in the more subtle yet most essential levels, that of the Inner School of expanding spiritual growth and providing value to students?

Their version is exclusionary: those whose chosen Path upsets them, or embarrasses them in front of the opinion of their neighbors must be removed from the sterilized euthanized landscape. In defense of preserving their way of life, they do not shrink from attacking the God given rights of others, harming them economically, and breaking up families.

Lincoln did not have to want to embrace black people and had his reservations, but he was willing to grow and accept; and he never thought they were less than full humans with basic rights to the pursuit of happiness. He believed in fair treatment for all which means the Rule of Law; but life is not so simple. In order to preserve that historical wedge of Freedom and to Hold the Vision that it might come more fully to earth, he had to break the laws of his day. People can argue eternally whether he damaged the developing stream of law in history, but I say his argument was based on a nobler vision: that NO ONE is property subject to another, and any law that protected that insular view was by its nature inferior.

It is clear that Vitvan stands squarely with Lincoln in fighting for the historical movement towards Freedom for all to individuate according to the blueprint laid in each heart by God and Nature. He stood for a Home Farm and SNO “of the people, by the people, and for the people,” not just for a select group who impose their blindered will upon the student body.

It is clear who the real rebels and destroyers of the Union are, who hide behind self-serving rhetoric and justifications, but when the day is over, they are exposed as those who feel that they are "higher" than others. Like plans to ship black people away from America, these fake Vitvanistas like Pat Murray will come to your door and say, “You are a good student; but you must go elsewhere; we do not feel you fit in here [i.e., in “our” Home Farm].”

Even Vitvan admitted he did not like everyone who managed to settle in at Home Farm, but if the Field brought them there, he accepted it, for he believed there was a Union to strive for. Then as now, there are many who wring their hands, sit on the sidelines, and wish we could live in a world of pretense where all is fair, and that it is enough for them to hold this vision in their private worlds, or hang pretty prayer flags out, but who shrink from ever confronting those who would harm others in the presence of the entire community.

History and each one’s Higher Self will be the judge of who stood up for the Rights of All, and those who only gave lip service.

Watch the official trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VWpMt2-Z-fc

Harness Your Emotions

The idea is that our emotions are like animals, pure in their force.

Say we feel angry. That is a pure force, natural in the cosmos. Or think of it as say, a growling wolf... and why is the wolf growling? Some imaginary reason that should be "risen above?"  I don't think so.

It is simply force, energy. So we make friends with our inner wolf and harness it. We don't deny its energy but make constructive use of it.

Now we become a wonderful menagerie of NATURAL forces within, eagles that hunt with amplified vision, dray horses that work with powerful strength, elephants of endurance, cuddly bunnies, mammas of all kinds that protect their young, fierce devoted fathers that hold the space and territory against attackers, leechers, connivers.

This has the sense of shamans having totems or becoming animal spirits to draw on that strength.

Don't throw away any emotion, but use it, make it a friend, become Lord of the Beasts. If someone pisses in your water or threatens you with their game-playing (pun intended) intimidation:

Growl, show your fangs and always protect your cubs (your child within).

I AM woman! Hear me roar!

Prometheus Unbound

Here is a long LaRouchean article, worthy of the read:

http://larouchepac.com/node/19290

They have developed the thesis that Oligarchy has long been with us, treating humans as cattle, to be wiped out by wars, sexually abused, enslaved.  But growing over time was the ember of the URGE to be FREE and an individual of value to one’s own sake. Seditious and dangerous ideas floated around like that each one is made in the image of God, and thus could not be goyim or cattle. The Platonic school within Christianity kept developing this theme, but generally the old Oligarchs who infested the Church prevailed, keeping mankind dumb and down. Divide and conquer thru endless wars, religious wars, trade wars.

Periodic eruptions occurred: the Renaissance, Leibnitzian science to liberate souls and unleash the creative power (that aspect of being in the image of God) in each person. Bit by bit the movement toward Freedom gained ground, but always attacked by the oligarchs. Spiritual sciences were resisted and corrupted into materialistic sciences.

Music was developed as a strategem to open up passion in humans, energy of the heart and soul, and cultivate it into beauty rather than animal lust. People like Mozart and Beethoven were true Republicans, who used music to uplift humanity, and belonged to underground schools for Freedom, and supported that ember flaming up in America.

http://www.schillerinstitute.org/fid_91-96/fid_924_shavin.html

Central to their efforts was to tune their music to the Natural Order frequencies of unfolding cosmos, based on the 432 tuning for A. The militaristic oligarchs countered by retuning to a higher pitch which interferes with man’s native harmonic, thus squelching the creative URGE and kept man locked down into South Half lusts for sex, food, and territory. They use 444 even 460.

Many links to follow out:

http://www.schillerinstitute.org/music/rev_fid_list.html

And thus you can begin to see how deep the Vitvanian Stream to uplift, bring Freedom, and unleash creative energies to Beauty and the Good goes back. And the same oligarchs, or their robot minded sheep, continue to run religions and “schools” that oppress, enforce conformity, and throw water on the Fire that wants to blaze up in our hearts.

Come Out From Among Them

Michael Hoffman in his renewed posts on http://www.egodeath.com/
seems mostly focused in looking back over the arc of his life and his elucidation of the ego death maximal entheogen theory of history.

I think this is appropriate for any one who has reached deep self-reflectivity, to examine the history of his/her life and the ROLE played at that stage in the cosmic process. The one who examines is not the role played.

Likewise most of what Vitvan did was to try and reverse engineer what he had gone through, in HOPES his part in the Plan might provide guidance and some working tricks for other persons. He is the cosmic process discussing Itself at his, Vitvan's level. His fruiting was not done for us, but for ITs own purposes. We have to fruit on our own. But we are fed and driven by the same Mother's Light sap arising.

I think too much of what Vitvan ruminates over is not applicable to others at their levels. We must consider his works to be almost autobiographical, not a universal set of steps applicable to each. Here is where The School of the Natural Order (SNO) becomes dogma and an objectified worship of a "man" -- ironically a "man" who said we each have to become a clear channel for the cosmic process IN US.

So we can either abandon SNO saying we don't agree with Vitvan, or, we can follow Vitvan's logic, that each of us IS already the cosmic process, therefore a "vitvan" or "one who knows" is within each of us, and the more correct understanding of his stream is:

a. There was at one time an expression of the cosmic process called "Vitvan."
b. WE are also THAT. So we must each find "vitvan" in ourselves.

Therefore, we must clarify this stream to remove it from the worship of an objectified "Vitvan." In fact, objectification is the "Enemy" and anyone trying to "stop the Tao" and fix the Teachings in some historical mausoleum is violating the Stream, and Its very essence!

This might seem like hubris, heresy, and arrogance. To proclaim that you have found "vitvan" within yourself, and that you are a "vitvan" too, and that THIS finding is the very essence of the Teaching of "VITVAN," actually the collective "cloud" of Blessed Ones in whom we are integrated, and in fact, are leaves and fruit on the palengenetic trees within that same orchard...?

What Makes An SNO Student?

Many individuals affiliated with The School of the Natural Order claim to be "students of Vitvan," but like so many other labels and phrases currently in use by SNO, there is little agreement about what this actually means. So, we have a few questions which we believe will help create a better context and definition:

WHAT exactly is it you do to keep learning?

 

What specifically are you NOW studying? And if you are actually a Board member or Advisor, how can you advise a so-called “school” if you yourself are not in school? 

 

What classes and seminars are you attending, what books are you reading, which practices are you engaged in, what exactly is it you DO on some regular basis to maintain your student status?

 

When people retort that, “Life is my school” this is a cop out. Life delivers more blows than it does elevations. If someone replies, "My study is of myself, I meditate," then we ask: WHAT insights have you gained through this practice? Can you describe these insights or teach what you have learned to others? If not, then they are using meditation medicinally, to relieve stress, which we are not against at all, but they are not using it to further Self-awareness, breakthrough, or to be a student of themselves.

Vitvan once said, “How do you know you are on Mind Level?" Answer: "Because IT tells you so!”  We can relate that this happens all the time under the amplification provided by entheogens, and although it seems heretical to the fundamentalists who cannot believe breaking through to Mind Level can happen without lifetimes of drudgery, it is simply not so. Of course we also have to consider that this may only happen for those who have found the URGE emerging in them.

In fact, we no longer believe we are in charge of making anything happen along our Path. When you examine WHY you decided to do a practice whereas you wouldn’t before, it always comes down to “I just feel like it now” or “what else is there to do?”  And where does that urge come from? From the flowering of the I AM using this personality as a vehicle. When teaching ordinary humans, the teachers explain it to them as if “they,” the ego, could make some decision and thus make it happen. And so they act from within the viewpoint of a persona, saying, "I want to be a better persona, make a better ego." But the ego is an artifact of reflected consciousness within the embryonic egg sac that floats within the Field put forth by the Higher Self.

In time it seems, we become less interested in what egoic plans we had going before and find our attention being drawn into some kind of curiosity about what makes our persona tick, and we finally start out on this Journey of self-development and discovery. There is then no turning back.

This is what defines a true SNO Student.